Saturday, December 20, 2008

Missing G!! :(

I am missing G terribly. He send a mess. in the afternoon "Freak! I never thought ill mess u right after v have spoken n tell u this but i guess i want u to know this more clearly... That i really genuinely like u...And that i am always happy n smiley when i am WITH u...what the fuck im missing u already...Really wanted to talk but i understand d situation completely...Just want u to have a great day tomorrow n may tomorrow b d beginnin of realising all ur dreams n reaching d zenith of success...Good night." I had sent this mess. to G when we were in our 'I like you' phase and had not started seeing each other yet. Next day was his first day to office and we could not talk because of his mother and grandmother insisting him to go to sleep. The way he immediately obeyed despite wanting to talk to me, was damn cute.

We always told each other how much we like each other's company but did not want to take the plunge right away. Infact, when we had started talking, we did not even start with the intention of giving it a shot. It just happened. We spoke. We spoke for unending hours. Had our morning tea and then slept. When we knew we liked each other. We wanted it to work. We still wanted to take it slow until one day I just said the obvious 'I Love You' and he said 'I Love you too' immediately and as naturally as we say it now. "I said 'I Love You too' as if you would have changed your mind the next moment", he laughed later. Ofcourse I asked him why did he not formally propose to me. He said, "I wanted to say I Love You to you when I would be sure you would say it back too." All of this happened within 20 days of us talking over the phone. This was fast.

When I look back, sometimes it feels so fresh and sometimes like we have been together forever. I want to be with him forever. I want to drag him to the Doctor when his nose bleeds. He is a fool. His nose bled severely yesterday morning and he still has not gone to a Doc. I wish I was with him in the same city. I could cook for him every time he is hungry and lazy. I could just have him beside me on the bed and tell me stupid tales that make me laugh so that I'd forget my killing stomach cramps.

Today, I just fell in love with him all over again. He called. We spoke. I was in a terrible state because of my first day of periods. I hate being a woman these five days of the month. I hate the stomach cramps that come with it. It is really bad today. Was lying all day with a hot water bottle. And just to cheer me up he started narrating some random incidents. Stupid incidents that cracked me up. He did it all so that I would forget my pain for atleast five minutes if not more. I want to hug him and cry. That is how much I love him. And that is how much he loves me. (Touch Wood.)

It is very likely that instead of shifting to G's city, I may go to another continent for a year, next year. I know it is going to be extremely hard for him. He hates having a long distance relationship. He feels I prefer it this way. I confirmed it to him. But no G, I love you too much. Sometimes it gets really hard for me too. I want you with me, physically. Small things like just reading and watching T.V., are things I want to do with you. Why I say I do not mind long distance because it would never lessen my love for you. Because I know I will be with you ultimately, forever.

The only time in my life I believe in the word 'forever', is when I speak of G n I together.

I Love you, FOREVER.
Missing you crazily.

A Big Hug to you.
A Kiss on your forehead.

Love 'n' Peace.

Kisses.

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Got this one from D's blog. Please fill it for me too in the comment box. It would be really sweet of you.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3.Something I have and you want?

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?

5.Describe me in one word?

6.What was your first impression of me?

7.Do you still think that way about me now?

8.What reminds you of me?

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?

10.How well you know me?

11.How do you see me in future?

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything ,but couldn't?

13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?

14. (I am adding this one.) A song you want to dedicate to me. Why?

Thanks.

Looking forward to your responses.

Kisses.
Hugs.

20 comments:

The Lover said...

It's the missing season. I miss S, you miss G. aaaaah I love this feeling.

mayz said...

**The only time in my life I believe in the word 'forever', is when I speak of G n I together.

ahhh that kinda sums it all...

love d intensity of d passion u have

Kaber said...

you should comment properly when u visit other peopl's blogs..

i don;t really care abt u and g.. but you write well

Kenneth said...

When it's true, you just know it, your post proves that...

My responses to the 2nd part of your post :

1. Who are you?
- Kenneth

2. Are we friends?
- In more than one way

3.Something I have and you want?
- Strawberry Seduction

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
- Itam, (Just Like That)

5.Describe me in one word?
- Sexysensous (I've just created a new word for you there)

6.What was your first impression of me?
- Level headed person

7.Do you still think that way about me now?
- Yes + a LOT else

8.What reminds you of me?
- Everything, well almost everything except work, music, The Sopranos, Movies, Six Feet Under, Food and a lot of other things

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?
- The Key to my house

10.How well you know me?
- 92.783%

11.How do you see me in future?
- As someone who is professionally succesful and has the key to my house

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything ,but couldn't?
- K sounds better than G. Change is good.

13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?
- No, but I would like it if you could fill it up for me, in your reply here.

14. (I am adding this one.) A song you want to dedicate to me. Why?
- James Blunt - You're beautiful (Becoz of the title and becoz I'm feeling slightly "feminine/gay" right now)

D.M. said...

i hope you and G meet soon..



1. Who are you?
- Dipti

2. Are we friends?
- I think we are friends, there is something special about you!

3.Something I have and you want?
- Hmmmm...the freedom to travel alone I guess..

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
- N (you know)

5.Describe me in one word?
- Beautiful

6.What was your first impression of me?
- I've had two first-impressions of you. The 1st Firstimpression would be that you write very well, the 2n d firstimpression would be that you are madly in love and very passionate, a simple girl with her head in place

7.Do you still think that way about me now?
- YYeash

8.What reminds you of me?
- Strawberries, the word "Luscious", the letter G

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?
- A wish that you and your love live a very happy long sweet sexy funny crazy life together!

10.How well you know me?
- well enough to share my secrets with you

11.How do you see me in future?
- As someone who is professionally successful, cute babies, a beautiful house and a very sexy husband. and of course someone who has the key to Kenneth's house

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything ,but couldn't?
- I know!!!

13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?
- did it darling

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear The Lover,

This missing season does not seem to end. :(

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear mayz,

:)

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Kaber,

I will keep that in mind.

Thank you.

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Kenneth,

:)

Thanks. I will fill it a little later. Is that okay?

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear D,

We need to talk in private.

;)

Thanks for filling.

Hugs and Kisses.

Tanmay said...

iam missing someone too..and its a great feeling..
My responses to the 2nd part of your post :

1. Who are you?
- Tanmay

2. Are we friends?
- No

3.Something I have and you want?
- no

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
- well..i cant..i jst came from the orkut blogger comm and dont even know you..

5.Describe me in one word?
- again..I think i shouldnt be doint this..no use..

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Tanmay,

I hope you meet your someone soon.

LOL. Thanks for filling, anyway.

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Kenneth,

I agree.

Indeed a very interesting set of replies.

Thank you so much for the advice. I guess I prefer G. He is irreplaceable. :)

Now, my responses, for all.

1. Who are you?
Luscious

2. Are we friends?
Everyone who visits my blog is visiting a part of me. That does make you all my friends. Very close precious friends.

3.Something I have and you want?
I guess not. I am very happy and content.

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
K for Kenneth. D for Dipti. L for The Lover and so on. My love for initials.

5.Describe me in one word?
Beautiful and interesting.

6.What was your first impression of me?
Intelligent. Surprisingly, for all. :)

7.Do you still think that way about me now?
For some, YES.

8.What reminds you of me?
My blog, ofcourse.

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?
Strawberries.

10.How well you know me?
You all definitely know me better than I know you all.

11.How do you see me in future?
As wonderful writers and successful professionals who are happy in their personal lives. I pray this holds true in your futures.

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything ,but couldn't?
I tell you all everything I want to.

13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?
I just did. And a special thank you to Kenneth, D and Tanmay for filling this. Hugs and Kisses.

14. (I am adding this one.) A song you want to dedicate to me. Why?
Last Christmas. Because Christmas is just around the corner and I want to wish each one of you a VERY MERRY X'MAS by dedicating my favorite X'Mas song to you all.

Thank you, once again. :)

Kisses.

Karthik Murali said...

1. Who are you?
Karthik Murali
2. Are we friends?
Definitely
3.Something I have and you want?
Love .
4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
Red Riding Hood.. cos i always pictured u as this innocent girl with redddd lips

5.Describe me in one word?
Sexy

6.What was your first impression of me?
U swept me off my feet with ur bold writing

7.Do you still think that way about me now?
Most definitely

8.What reminds you of me?
Love,Sex and relationships

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?
A warm hug

10.How well you know me?
Do not anything about you
(are u even a girl ? )

11.How do you see me in future?
Girl with her dream lover

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything , but couldn't?
Yeah .. wanted to ask u lots of questions and also to tell , how lucky this "G
" was
13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?
Would love to , but my blog is being restrained to post mainly business articles.. anyways.. u know my mail id.i guess u can send me ur answers there :)

14. (I am adding this one.) A song you want to dedicate to me. Why?
Nenjukkul Peidhidum Vaan Mazhai from the movie Vaaranam Aayiram
I know u wouldnt have listend to it..
hers the download link
http://www.arthika.net/1234TB/new/VaaranamAayiram/TamilBeat.Com%20-%20Nenjukkul%20Peidhidum.mp3

its a bful love song , where the guy sings his feelings when he sees his true love

fyodor said...

Two sides of the story

"Her side of the story:

He was in an odd mood when I got to the pub, I thought it might have been because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it.

The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately.

We went to this restaurant and he was still acting a bit funny. I tried to cheer him up and started to wonder whether it was me or something else. I asked him, and he said no.

But I wasn't really sure. So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his flat, I said I loved him and he just put his arm around me. I didn't know what the hell that meant because you know he doesn't say it back or anything.

We finally get back to his place and I was wondering if he was going to dump me!

So I tried to ask him about it but he just switched on the TV.
Reluctantly, I said I was going to bed. Then after about 10
minutes, he Joined me in bed and we had sex.

But he still seemed really distracted,so afterwards I just wanted to leave but I just cried myself to sleep.

I dunno, I just don't know what he thinks anymore. I mean, do you think he's met someone else???


His side of the story:

Yankees lost. Tired. Bit drunk. Got laid though."



pls dont feel offended. the only reason i took the trouble of copy pasting the above is that i liked your post. only it reminded me too much of the above mentioned story.

Sarah Rahman said...

I am missing my loved one too :( Anyways, I do hope you both get together soon :)

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Karthik,

Thank you Karthik. Very sweet answers.

I have answered these questions in my comment above.

I will definitely hear the song.

A warm hug and Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Fyodar,

LOL. I have read this earlier.

It defines very clearly the difference between men and women. ;)

And I am not offended. :)

Kisses.

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Dear Sarah,

Thank you and I pray the same for you.

Kisses.

HowYouDoin said...

1. Who are you?
Sree Raj.

2. Are we friends?
No.

3. 3.Something I have and you want?
Your login info :)

4.Give me a nick name and explain me why u picked it?
Anonymous, cos thats how I have seen u in orkut, a lot.

5.Describe me in one word?
Anonymous.

6.What was your first impression of me?
Anonymous.

7. Do you still think that way about me now?
Yes.

8.What reminds you of me?
Nothing as of now, cos I just saw u in one of the orkut communities.

9.If you could ever give me one thing,what it could be?
The link to my blog :)

10.How well you know me?
0.5% may be, from your blogs.

11.How do you see me in future?
Non-anonymous, hopefully.

12.Ever wanted to tell me anything ,but couldn't?
No.

13.Are you going to put this on your blog and going to see what I say about you?
Oh yeah.

14. (I am adding this one.) A song you want to dedicate to me. Why?
Mysterious Girl.
Why? Only because of the name.

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